The 500th Post
This is officially the 500th post on “Fear and
Trembling.” I just want to share some
random thoughts on blogging and the Christian life.
Preparing blog posts has been a serious pastime, and the
research and thought I have put into this blog have changed me for the
better. I have a deeper understanding of
theology and apologetics than I had when I started.
However, when I blog it is easy to think I have done my duty
in evangelism / apologetics or teaching.
This is a dangerous thing. It is
much easier to sit in front of a computer and research and type than it is to
be actively involved in the ministry of a local church as it confronts an
increasingly pagan culture. My blog has
had some impact (over 42,000 page views since 2007 according to Google
Analytics and Blogger), but that impact is not easily measurable because few
people leave comments. By contrast, I
can clearly see the impact of personal relationships and personal involvement
in the lives of others.
I have been able to revise and republish several blog posts
as articles for our local newspaper, The Union City, Tennessee, “Daily
Messenger.” Several have commented to
me in person about the impact of those articles. Maybe blogging has been just preparation for
something else. I am considering writing
a book based on the latest series of those newspaper articles and seeking
publication. Only God knows how that one
will work out. It may be a very humbling
exercise.
I have not resolved the tension in my own mind between the
differing schools of thought on Christian apologetics. I have written from the evidential,
classical, presuppositional and reformed epistemological perspectives at some
point or another in this endeavor. I
still do not know where exactly I come out in all of that controversy. I am aware of exactly what I do not
know at this point, and if you think about it, that is a step in the right
direction. I will keep praying and
studying as the Lord gives me opportunity.
“Fear and Trembling” has documented my struggle over which
denomination to join. I am happy that
that has been a difficult choice. Religious freedom in the USA has allowed me to
have choices, and I am very thankful to God for that freedom. I was Southern Baptist; I seriously
considered the Lutheran Church, Missouri Synod; and I am now PCA (Presbyterian
Church in America). A Christian can find
the gospel in all of those places, but you see where I ended up. The
Westminster Standards won the day.
Lastly, sanctification is rough business. Think of Aslan’s claws on Eustace in C. S.
Lewis’ The Voyage of the Dawn Treader. My experience in the Christian life has not
been the dramatic deliverance from besetting sins that some of my friends
claim, but a slow process of little victories and all to frequent
setbacks. He loves much who has been
forgiven much.
What was it John Newton is credited with saying toward the
end of his life? “Although my memory's
fading, I remember two things very clearly: I am a great sinner and Christ is a
great Savior.” I need Christ to be my
great Savior because I am a great sinner.
My posts have been infrequent lately, and I expect that to
continue. I am concentrating my effort
on my local church, where I am a Ruling Elder, and my family, where I am a
husband and father. I will be back
though, Lord willing, when I have something worth sharing.
May God bless you richly in Christ Jesus.
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